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2 in the morning August 11, 2009

2 in the morning, while everyone is already nicely tucked in bed, having a great night sleep, just waiting for the sun to rise in their subconcious mind, im all here , all awake – well not really, party to be exact – trying to make things work between myself and the ever annoying laptop! 

For a record, this annoying piece of device had died on me thrice while Im still working on my unsaved assignments. and that explains why Im still all awake now.

Believe me, the feeling is so much worst than not able to go to HONGKONG!

But then again, with all the numerous effort Ive put in, I wish I managed to get something out from here. atleast something that I could use to pay the $600 air fare to HK.

anyways, my mom is pretty much a cutie herself. she has actually being standing by the door for more than 15 min, peeping through the blurred peep hole to see whats going on outside. hah.

till then, Im heading to bed for the next 1 hour or so for my power nap.

August 9, 2009

Im lagging really far back from my mates. and i realise that.

but Thank you for your concern anyway.

12 more days to JOINT CRIT 3. and ive not done a SINGLE THING YET. (:

ALL THE BEST, SUHAIR RAHMAN.

childhood dreams August 8, 2009

BACK as I’ve had promised.  

well, i must admit it sucks big time when youre no longer active in blogging while youre in need of it. especially when times are down. LIKE NOW for instance. so thats somehow gave me a reason to be back here.

so there’s been lots of events going in my life. that I don’t even know where to start with. If only I had this “weird” ability of able to tear off my head and rip off my memory and splat them in here, for you guys to see and read or whatever nots, it would be so much simple. Then probably you’ll able to understand me so much better. hah, whatever it is, of course i cant and if Im able to do it, I won’t. then you’ll guys even know what Ive been up to. WHICH is somehow private. hah.

Well, I have so much to say.

so here it is in point form,

1. I no longer have any form of interest in learning.
2. I no longer have an eye for ARCHITECTURE.
3. Im in need of a long break.
4. School has been driving me insanely crazy. Not just school, the pile of assignments and the lecturers too.
5. Im depriving from sleep.
6. Im in love with some film celebrities.
7. Im dying day by day.
8. I want to GO FOR A BACKPACKING TRIP ALONE and settle there for the meantime.
9. I want to quit school now so as I could start saving for my own trip.
10. AND FINALLY, I WANT TO QUIT ARCHITECTURE COS IVE GOT NO INTEREST IN IT ANYMORE, AND ITS NO LONGER MY GOAL IN LIFE. AND I WANT TO GO BACKPACKING.

I realise, day by day my interest towards education and learning slowly deteriorates. oh wells. I wish im a rich kid. who doesnt eh?

till then, im off to bed.

OLLA. August 8, 2009

Well hey guys,

it has been sometime I’ve blogged and I could even hardly recall how to use the tools in here. Hah. whatever it is, I’ll need sometime to figure that out and I’ll come back for another post.

till then, keep on hopping by!